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Desperate Delusion

Desperate Delusion   
This is a troubled place to be  Where light and dark merge into shade   
This is a troubled place to be  Right there, then gone, now lost.   
This is the dark pit  Where hope has sunk  And the phoenix burnt in the flames.   
This is the place of delusion and shadows  Where trust shifts and moments are lost:  Where hints are whispered and hissed,  And illusions are twisted and torn.   
This is the place between Hamlet and Lear  Where self-doubt, ambiguity walk.   
Yet somewhere in the close dark fear...  A brief light,

Recent Deviations

As It IsI have seen how fragile  And therefore how futile   
I have seen moments like stars  Dotted out against the sky  Lost in time   
I have seen this.   
I have looked at the next moment  And known it wasn't there.   
And just as clearly I have seen  Friendship broken by a word  Relationships spoilt in fatal revelation   
Felt the loss of being from one unlucky blow  Personality diffused and memory distorted  The misconception that is truth  Expanded and exploded in the mind   
Of delicious wine induced reality  Or velvet-wrapped warmth i As It Is
in Open on 3/7/07
City redefinition
in Street on 8/7/06
BeachShe slid Alice-like onto the beach watching the buildings and people tower above her, shrinking her. Laying flat out she felt the pebbles making little round hollows in her back and pushing into her spine with exquisite pain pleasure, distracting, distracting. The great black hole in the pit of her stomach was drawing her in and she would collapse into it, emerging as something different.   
She had been here before, with someone else. A memory drifting across the circle of time, she could feel his body breathing life into her, shut her eyes and remember, freeze time for just a second.   
'No push it away, its gone now, le Beach
in Erotic on 2/19/06
TouchedI carry your words  on my shoulder  and you in my head  almost all  of the time.   
I would not choose  to be  this way.   
Late at night  I pretend  you are here,  leading to  some interesting fantasies  which leave me weak  and marked.  And I imagine  
you curled  close and safe  our fingertips  just touching,  minds intertwined.   
These are wicked thoughts.   
Psychotic?  Maybe...   
Pathetic?  Indeed. Touched
in Open on 9/2/05
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Journal Entry: Mon Jul 30, 2007, 9:10 AM
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    thoughtfox19@hotmail.co.uk
  • Current Age: Older than I should be
  • Current Residence: Mutating, stifling city
  • Interests: Fluctuating
  • Favourite movie: Bladerunner, Rocky horror, Casablanca
  • Favourite band or musician: Constantly changing except always Nick Drake and the Stones.
  • Favourite genre of music: Depends on mood
  • Favourite artist: Too many
  • Favourite poet or writer: Again too many, but notably Edward Thomas, some T.S.Eliot, Steve Brown, James Saunders, Shakespeare

Devious Comments

~Azrael3D:iconAzrael3D: Mar 11, 2008, 6:33:49 PM
Cheers on that :+fav: !!

-Az :dance:

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A man's home is his skull. -Sean O'Mara
~AlecBell:iconAlecBell: Mar 1, 2008, 6:33:18 PM
Thanks for :+fav: and the befriending.

Hope to spend time in your gallery soon.

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There's always a better poem just out of reach.

"I'd tell you all my secrets but I lie about my past." Tom Waits

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*Loucos:iconLoucos: Feb 28, 2008, 2:26:10 PM
Thank you Carrie !

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Carpe diem
=tjackson80:icontjackson80: Jan 2, 2008, 3:10:20 PM
thanks for the favorite!
=sonicalpha:iconsonicalpha: Dec 23, 2007, 4:15:22 AM
Merry Christmas :)

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*crinklechip:iconcrinklechip: Nov 8, 2007, 2:14:07 PM
You added my big face to your favourites!

Thanks. I think.
:)

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=sonicalpha:iconsonicalpha: Sep 28, 2007, 6:28:17 AM
Just stopping by to say "hello."

:)

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~Julie-tibby-tat:iconJulie-tibby-tat: Sep 24, 2007, 7:52:11 AM
Thank you for adding Coming Back[link] to your favorites! :hug:

~Julie

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^GeneratingHype:iconGeneratingHype: Sep 14, 2007, 3:30:50 AM
Thank you so much for the :+fav: and :+devwatch:. I really appreciate the support.

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*Loucos:iconLoucos: Sep 10, 2007, 3:23:29 AM
Thanks a lot Carrie ! :)

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*RSBoswell:iconRSBoswell: Aug 19, 2007, 4:14:19 AM
Thanks for the fav!

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"Life shouldn't Imitate Art, Life should Be Art"
*tightwhitepants:icontightwhitepants: Aug 16, 2007, 5:27:14 AM
I appreciate it that you chose to add me to your friends list.
*Loucos:iconLoucos: Jul 20, 2007, 11:03:18 AM
Thank you Carrie ! :)

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`AbCat:iconAbCat: Jul 19, 2007, 10:25:07 AM
Thank you very much for the favourite and the watch. :~)
~ElBirdito:iconElBirdito: Jul 19, 2007, 2:39:49 AM
thanks for your friendship
*Loucos:iconLoucos: Apr 30, 2007, 11:41:42 AM
Thank you Carrie ! :)

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*LethalVirus:iconLethalVirus: Apr 30, 2007, 8:02:26 AM
Thank you for the fav Carrie.

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AnOtHeR ChAnCe On AnOtHeR DaY Is aNoThEr NeW LiFe ExPeRiEnCeS
*ThoughtFox:iconThoughtFox: Apr 28, 2007, 2:05:06 AM
Indeed it was!

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"Lost in time and lost in space........and meaning."
~Azrael3D:iconAzrael3D: Apr 27, 2007, 7:22:18 AM
"Thought Fox"
last night I read a poem by Ted Huges with the same name, was this your inspiration?

It's a rippin' poem!

-Az :dance:

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A man's home is his skull. -Sean O'Mara
~Telpelindewen:iconTelpelindewen: Apr 3, 2007, 3:27:29 PM Mood: Joy
thnx for the fav!!!!

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*LethalVirus:iconLethalVirus: Apr 3, 2007, 6:16:50 AM
Thanks alot for the fav.

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=sonicalpha:iconsonicalpha: Apr 3, 2007, 5:58:20 AM Mood: Love

Thanks for the :+fav: on “Passionate Writer”, I really appreciate it :)



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I've been broken apart so many times, that the shards have turned to dust, and blown away.
*ThoughtFox:iconThoughtFox: Apr 3, 2007, 5:09:08 AM
LOL! Welcome as always...

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"Lost in time and lost in space........and meaning."
*Loucos:iconLoucos: Apr 3, 2007, 5:07:57 AM
Thanks a lot Carrie ! :)

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